All week I have been on edge.  Something I couldn’t quite put my finger on.  My heart was not open, and I couldn’t figure out why.  There was nothing going on around me that might take my mind from Spirit.  We are settling into our new home nicely, and fully enjoying being full-time grandparents.  Still, there was this knot in my stomach that wouldn’t go away.

I believe part of it is MY desire to touch more people with my healing practice.  Upstate NY is a whole different place than southern CA.  People are a bit more conventional here.  I guess I am frustrated trying to find the right words that will allow people who need healing to relax and just let it happen.

I know there were an awful lot of “I’s” in that last paragraph.  I have given this to Spirit, and asked my Angels to guide me.  I know it will come to me when it is time, but lately I have been wondering if it is the right path.  I LOVE working with God’s unconditional Healing Love, and helping to open new hearts to it’s understanding.

My Angels are telling me to hang in there.  I find their feather gifts always in my path.  But again, the knot wouldn’t go away.  Last night, I asked for a sign I was on the right path.  It came in the form of my being a part of a rescue at 2 am this morning.  So I guess I’m where I need to be.

Still, all day today, the knot.  Finally, tonight I decided I needed to wash away this negative energy.  In a Spiritually raised mood, I stepped into the shower and literally could feel the heaviness washing away.  A shower filled with love, and song and prayer was exactly what I needed.  Water is so healing.  It nourishes us, cleans us, revives us, and is life.

When you have things weighing you down, bring soft music and candles into your shower, and just spend time with Spirit.  Water… the perfect medicine.

The joy is in the journey…. Love and Light…   jj

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